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| so hmm.. i guess my last blog didn't mention that i got into a car accident.. yesiiree ladies and gents... been a bad week.. well.. not bad 'cause it could be worse... i guess i'll just take everything as is... try to calm down and take it one step at a time... my car accident wasn't that bad but my passenger side is smushed in.... yeap.. i have to replace both doors.. but it's a calling... i think this was meant to happen... so i'll have something to take care of while he's away... well, besides SEIJI of course.. it's just financially, i'm not sure if i'm good for it... yikes... that's the only thing cause im not working as much right now... yessiireee... it sucks.. i feel that i'm not accomplishing anything.. but i guess it might be too early to say that... but whatevs.. this is what i wanted.. i wanted to move back home and i'm really glad that I did.. otherwise, I'd be too sad in Lakewood cause everything there just reminds me of christian... that's all i've really known of Lakewood.. is CHRISTIAN.. oh how i miss him, but i'm good... i keep telling myself that... hopefully he'll call tomorrow.. I got to talk to him last sunday.. and I was kinda sad cause I missed two of his calls after that... I was at church when he called but he left a message so that was enough for me.. Although his voice was raspy and he could barely talk.. I guess it's from all the yelling and what not... I kinda feel it right now 'cause I myself is having a little throat problem... it hurts!!!! but can't complain.. honestly.. could be worse... I just hope I don't get sick cause I dont have insurance at the moment... I have to call on monday for that... argh! oh wells... Imma get going... before I get going.. I do want to make a note that I went to the movies last Friday with my good friend Bennett... we watched unborn.. and then I went with Rayle to her sister's house to play with my puppy.. then the next day.. saturday night, michelle, her cousin augie, rayle, and i went to hollywood saddle ranch on sunset.. michelle and augie rode the bull.. it was a good ladies night.. =) and let's see.. that's about it... Oh and I sent christian a package on monday (IRON, magic sizing, nail polish, and letters)... otay.. that was it... till next time.. my puppy is hella chewing on my warm ups... grrrrrr..
-lights out!
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| as of the moment.. there's a breaking news that there was a 4.5 earthquake in san bernardino... good thing rayle had left at that time.. she's ok and is already in oxnard... whew!
ok, so today i went to the oaks mall with em-em and i got all kinds of stuff. clearance =) i only spent 30 dollars all together including my carne asada burrito and horchata from the burrito shop. then i went home.. super sleepy but i had to feed SEIJI 'cause i had to go to work at 430... i didn't get to take my nap because he kept whining! but he's super sweet
ok, so i went to work... and we did the on-the-job training. that was cool. and umm. i went home as soon as it was done... wondering what to do... i decided to just go home. but on my way home, i got into a car accident. yes ladies and gentlemen. as i was making my left turn, someone hit my right side.. no injuries though.. so everything is ok, except for my newly painted car... oh gosh.. this day.. is just terrible.. I MISS CHRISTIAN!!! it's slowly hitting me hard... i still haven't heard from him.. which kinda makes me sad even more.. i just miss his voice... and the more i count the days, the more i get sad....i shall stop! because i need to stay strong.. for him.. for us... oh I MISS HIM!!!!!!
tears.................
i gotta go!
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| so today, i woke up early because my alarm clock SEIJI kept whining.. but i wouldn't blame him 'cause he hasn't eaten anything since 630 yesterday night.. i know, i know. =( i kinda slept early cause I was tired.. yeah. anyways. i fed him, and made him do his duties (poo and pee). :::hehehe he's licking my feet at the moment::: then i went back to sleep and that's when i had my dream... sad dream.. and how i miss christian.. i woke up in tears. so today might be a different day because i'm sad and lonely and hopeless... seems like how i'm counting the days right now is not helping... time is going by so slow.. i think it's too early for counting.. i just need to get this week over with... really... i got through it for one day. now i'm waiting for the week to end so i can say i got through it for a week... oh geez. i know, it's ONLY three months.. i gotta stop whining and try to stay strong!!! for the future.. *sigh* i'm going to the mall with em-em (his sister) in a little while.. so i best go. i'll update later...
-loneliness is creepin' in..
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| sooo... i totally missed my 90210 show... sucks... but anyways... today, i guess i'm doing much better
just a little recap since i'm like super sleepy and i still have to rise up and get ready for bed...
i went to my abc training today... not the alphabet.. the abc actually stands for the tax forms - schedule A, B, and C... aka Itemized Deductions, Interest and Dividends Income, Self-employment Income... yeh.. just quick updates on new tax rules etc.
----- and computer shuts off-----
anyhoo.. i have to continue this today cause last night my computer decided to give up on me again. but as for yesterday's progress, i did go to my class.. then i found out that SEIJI was crying like all kines that my mom had to call me from my training... i went home as fast as I could right after and she told me that his crate was really wet with his pee. He was also shaking cause I guess it got on him. She went ahead and took him out and dried him off... I got home and fed him, played with him a bit and then I left to go run my errands... buy his training pads again and some toys... then stayed in my room..
Alright so today is my first day of work... woo hoO! i'm kinda scared!.. yipes.. but before that, I have to drop off the printer at em-em's 'cause she wants to borrow it so she could print pictures... I need to print SEIJI's picture too.. that's all my line up for today... And I also have to record my expenses.... okie dokey... time for me to get ready.. 'till later..
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| time to cross out day two and on to day 3...
ohh... it's been officially a day since i last talked to christian... yes... i wonder what he's doing and how he's doing... i was looking at google maps and using the satellite option to look at the place where he stayed yesterday which is at the navy lodge... trying to wonder where he walked from to get there... *sigh* i almost let out a tear last night.. but you know what... it wasn't that bad... surviving it.. i hope he is too... i know that he's focused for sure.. and i can't wait to see him again... or better yet, hear from him again....
one thing to be thankful about is the fact that i have friends who are very supportive and thoughtful... they remind me to stay strong and that I am not alone... =) very thankful for that... and with that said, the value of friends come to place... i'm glad and blessed to have them.. i hope and pray that christian is doing well over there and that God will give him the strength to get through it... i know God is with him and that he's watching over him... *sigh* i'll just leave it up to that...
update at 20:08...
so my accomplishments for today:
_ did most of my laundry
_ cleaned my ionic breeze
_ looked for vacuum belt and fixed the vacuum
_ super cleaned my room
SEIJI update:
_ i got him his insurance today... $400+ for a premium (annual)
_ his legs are starting to get longer and so are his nails... i need to cut them... (i know i'm laggin)
_ i found out that he hurt his paw... =(
_ i had to pin him down to teach him a lesson not to go under my bed! (so far he hasn't gone close to it)
_ i love him more and more each day... *sigh*
p.s. i miss our DISNEYLAND days... and most especially.. his KISS... oh, i'll be seeing him in my dreams...
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